I can't believe that I am reading " The mists of Avalon" again.
Actually, it was quite predictable. Because I am reading this book every year since 3 years ago. I don't know how, but it became my own tradition.
Probably because Marion Bradley is a fatalistic writer. Yes, she blames the destiny for everything. But unlike the typical idea of destiny (strong force that directs the course of the events), the idea of destiny presented in "The mists of Avalon" is realistic. She talks about destiny as an impulse inside you, that guide you to the most sincerely wishes. When I say wishes, I am not only talking about romantic dreams but also bad true things.
Well, I think that writing here, I finally found the reason I love the fairy Morgaine so much. In her story, I see the perfect justification for my own mistakes.