I am trying to make changes, because I am tired of myself. Tired about the limits that I impose to myself. If I could change something magically, I would transform myself in a crystal ball. So that, I would be clearly. Unlike the secret box that I am now.
That is my prayer, for more true and less shadows.
Sincerely, things couldn't be different. All challenge and all sweetness are all I need. Things are how they are and I accept this.
But sometimes, my heart beats so rapidly so that I lose the floor. When it happens, the matter of what make sense disappear. I don't know.
Perhaps, it is consequence of the contrast between the absence and the excess of possibilities that I have. Perhaps, this is only my heart out of tune, as it always had been.